the big hooha (for me) that was today. i guess i had a mini heart attack earlier on just now.

anyway. i dunno why (maybe due to forensics) i started thinking that evening papers start at 7pm. so i was ok i must leave the house by 5pm. (my mum kept asking and i kept telling her 5pm) And then...

at close to 4. i dunno how it came to my mind but i started thinking that. paper ending at 9pm seems super late and counting 9-11 (1st paper) given 2 hour breaks 7pm seems a little too late. wah. PANIC.

on one hand, im thinking i cant be wrong, ive been in nus for 2+years. on the other hand, i think i am really wrong. whatsapped seet and mc (and gave them both a scare too) but when they didnt reply me immediately i went to check online. 17:00-19:00. freeze moment. and then rush moment. omg. 5mins and im out of house.

first cab i got into: cannot, too far, changing shift.
and then mc called and im like oh shit oh shit. 2nd cab wanted tampines and thankfully 3rd cab agreed. he never knew how much i wanted to hug him then. omg. madness. my heart was beating so fast.
and it doesnt stop there!

jammed a little at clementi backwards and i was heading to mpsh (or so i thought) so we turned in buona vista side. and then i got off and was walking to mpsh when i saw my phone and mc msged me telling me not to go in from clementi cos i told her before my exam venue was at LT8. and im like OH SHIT WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?! oh wells, yes i got to the venue on time. and im just thinking how terribly lucky i am today. how heart-stopping it would be if i had reached the exam venue and find out ive only half an hour left.
if not for the jam i would have realised very late tt im at the wrong venue. and thankfully i have such wonderful friends who worried for me and stuff. phew phew phew phewwwww.

shortly after i started the paper i felt so exhausted with the rushing and the shock i was reading but not reading the questions. wah. this is so bad for my body.

need to pray more. and need to do more good deeds.

thank you whoever is above.

RE paper. it was ok i guess. :( i miss my 1.5marks. and how ironic for few days of studying to not beat one tutorial. first tutorial at that. that i was busy thinking back to rmb the points. i realised alot of pple forgot about the first chapter too. lol

that said. i dont think my this sem's mods went well :( got back my lab report and it was badddd. korean seemed ok until the final tests. and i thot forensic was ok till seet told me her report marks (close to mine) was in 25th percentile. WTS?! i cant check cos they already deleted the stuff. hello why are u so efficient at that?!!

alright last paper. i cant score badly cos my midterms was so bad. lol. why is there no single good thing this sem. i have only myself to blame. 40% not a lot but enough to make a difference! (and i already have a full 10% attendance) plus essay results are not out. hopefully i have a chance. LAST 2DAYS CHIONG AHHHHHHH OMGGGGGGGG.