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rant
Jul 10, 2011

an angsty rant

sometimes i wonder what's gna happen if i didnt msg to confirm plans.
ilits like ill be like you free? and then ull be like yea ok lets meet and we didnt confirm place/time and when its nearing the date ill be like hey so issit still on and ull be like oh sorry i cant make it anymore..

FREAKING DAMN ANNOYING

right cool. so im not important enough for ur whatever plans u made after agreeing to hang out. its fine. sometimes. (my comp is totally adding on to my angst cos it doing weird stuff. STOP MESSING WITH ME.) but for goodness sake WILL IT KILL YOU TO INFORM ME?!!! i feel really slighted.  so now im not only impt to be kicked aside. (im exaggerating this cos i noe sometimes ur stuff is really impt) im not even worth anything to be informed tt u cant make it anymore. so do u think i revolve around you?! its not only a single friend tt does this. im starting to doubt tt i have friends who really care. i cant even express my anger cos itll be like oh no are you angry? (which seriously if u think i mite get angry why are u even doing it) and im like no its ok and ure like ah im really sorry BUT NO CHANGE. IM SICK OF IT. im sorry friends but 'SORRY' does not mean forgiven and repeat. its like an overused phrase to smooth everything over. sure ure really busy I KNOW. but isnt it basic human courtesy to actually tell me u have sth on or if we could change plans? or did i learn some weird alien manners tt only i know.

its time i stop asking pple out and setting myself up for such disappointment. i get it tt im bothering u'all so i shld actually save my msgs save some nagging.
(and my mum also bothers me when she asks a bunch of questions after i come home. UGHH I DIDNT COME HOME TO TAKE A SURVEY MUM ITS NOT EVEN IMPT FOR U TO KNOW!

-angst rant over-
on a side note. transformers was ok. mayb cos sab told me it wasnt tt gd so my expectations were low. but now i feel like watching 1 & 2. and also the whole harry potter series.

I CANT EVEN CONFIRM WHEN IM QUITTING MY JOB COS MY MANAGER DOESNT WANT TO TELL ME OMG. another manager tells me to just quit cos im entitled to anyway i dunno why im actually waiting for her approval.

on another side note. taeyang's tweeting quite alot recently n in eng! amazing. bb's coming in a week's time and ive actually no faith ill get to see them. plus. daesung, how are u?