alright..and i think my account got hacked...whatever u pple...not the first time already...though first of google's acct i think?....

hi wini, cheryl!! miss you 2 much! keke....yay msn chats!

and today??....hmm...i got so stressed up....zzzzz
every little thing suddenly seemed to pile like what the shit...

after ssb presentation (i kinda did my part of the report already so i was quite ok den)....suddenly the tutor randomly mentioned sth like 'hope you all got more than 4 points for your report....for presentation is ok but for report too little...) WHAAAA....??

and korean oral test which we have to prepare for (like literally some sort of a plan)...its like another project thingy i feel like im so gonna fail it....

how i dun think i can complete my cog studying (right after the oral what the freak)

and i just ended 2 presentations + 1 term paper...

its really freakshit i hate school datelines...of all times u all had to come at the same time...
and it doesnt end there after next week too...neither the wk after...until exams...i so wna quit school..proj+tests really suck balls...cant even concentrate on any wholly its like so many i dunno which to focus on...already skipped one bio lecture and guess im gonna skip the next too..:(..seriously...all lectures SHOULD have webcast what is wrong with you arts fac!

you get a feeling sometimes you feel like doing everything well but it seems so hard you feel so much easier to give up..

and how after i came back home i just sat down and started watching tv and its like....'how i miss this so so SO SO much'...i miss getting into the root of the plot...getting excited over male (and female) characters.....guessing what's gonna happen next...seeing how things turn out...criticizing how lame the story turned into...picking out parts that dont flow (happens alot in chn8 dramas..lol)..ive been pushing off so many dramas i wana watch since Secret Garden that suddenly i feel so void of my 'flow'...and sometimes i wna start on one but tells self i cant and so i go surf other 'short' random stuff and end up wasting more time...MY FREEDOM...you're just an inch away..its getting so hard but im gonna get you really soon...dun burst before then...

granted...ive not been totally hardworking either...i still watch abit of my ouyangzhenghua (hereafter shortened to oyzh) at times..(new show of him yay?what bad timing)...but i hate this restriction so much..days i come back at 9+ i dun do anything but use comm (apart from online proj meetings)...

and usually...i dont sympathize much with students who rant and complain so much cos seriously....thousands others are going through the same thing...but wth i need an outlet...

on the same day on wed...somebody mentioned in tut class that koreans are hardcore muggers...that they have ALOT of certs and tests to take to get this particular job....and den hours after during PID..the american mentioned that WE are super hardcore and competitive....thanks v much for ur comment i feel better...to live student life the american way...ahhhh....

-end of rant-

lol...more random stuff over here...

1. im growing into the yoona phase...haha..last time i used to wonder why so many male celebs choose her when i didnt think she was pretty...but now..she's growing on me...
2. gd is a great inspiration to me...when i was gonna present...i tried thinking of him and the strong image he portrays....FAILED...lol..still nervous as hell and i made a damn weird comment....on lady working from home: ...and she is...very happy.. gahh..so embarrassing..
3. nigahiga just made another awesome video...wahahaha....
4. need an overseas trip plan...!!
5. am hungry

and!

weird..damn weird experience at airport's coffeeclub just now..lolollll....

haha...firstly...we ordered cold water...waitress came with warm water..(alright...it might sound nitpicking but there's more!)
2ndly...my chicken (white meat right?)...looks  reddish plus erm..weird..like mushy...haha..nothing like the picture..
3rdly...sab's fish looked crispy but wasnt...(haha..alright so far its just food not so great...here's more!)
4thly...called for waiter over to serve dessert...waiter sees our empty plates...just left....?!
5thly...waiter comes with dessert......LEFT....he just found an empty place to put the dessert plate and didnt bother about our plates!!...
6thly...no provision of cutlery...like erm...are we supposed to reuse those we used for our meal?
7thly..(we were near counter)...calls for waitress at the counter for cutlery...says ok... and left........to take orders for another table...
8thly...calls YET another waitress for our cutlery and guess what...she took them from the counter...like uhhh...?!?!...if i had known i go open the drawer myself and take...
-that's the end of it...once we continued studying and didnt bother them...no more weird stuff either..., for the record..they were polite...-

wnted to write in feedback form but the waiter was waiting to take back the thingy so i didnt in the end...
wasnt my first time there...but it wasnt bad the last few times..(though i do agree the food there really isnt that fantastic)...yet alot of customers...
they had 3 or 4 waiter/ress, seats werent filled up..and they seemed tied up already....
gonna rethink studying there...lol...only love it for the ambience...

alright..sorry for the lengthy post...ta. (my..it really is lengthy...)..sb must have hated my blog enuf to hack and delete it..hahahaha....



for all you non-higa watchers...watch that..hehe...one of his much better videos!...yea..go check out that 'friday' song and that alenxandra girl to understand better if u haven...hahah...hilarious..