im sorry...
its another ehh...not so happy post...haha....ok..no the contents are not so happy...but oh wells...it comes and goes fast:)

it feels like i never entered your life...im...appalled....slightly....and i wna (in fb terms) "reconnect"..but i dunno how to go round doing that...and there's a really big part of me wanting to know what went wrong....when i gather the courage to speak to you again...its just a big question mark there...


(its a different person to whom i spoke to you about)
i hope you noe that which you refers to you...haha...


why i always have so many of such cases...am i such a failure as a friend?...oh sighss...


ok im done being e-m-o....i didnt wna be...or i didnt really wna express it here cos i wnated to keep it a happy one...but oh wells...sorry guys....for speaking in such uncomprehensible terms too...hahaha....

okok....i shall speak in more understandable ways now...

eh...nothing's up...im having project meeting of which proposal dues tml...lol...i dun like sleeping late cos ill get really hungry and its not nice going to sleep hungry...the project's turning so confusing i have no mind to want to understand it..:((im sorry...i have been rather msn-quiet...hahaha...just reading...)...sighh...why so luan!!eeekk... hates it...haha.i just realise...the msn convo has been 2 of them talking now...lol..i think the rest are probably as confused as me...

october's the killer month...im gna be struggling for breath....what with test and assignment and essays and whats not...*&%&$%...lol...we all noe we're get over them in the end though so....press on! in a month....a month from now ill be free...and then ill be doing a stupid thing going to kelong for 3days...hahaha...hope my studies dun crap up during that time...and yes i have presentation the next day too...lol..my grpmates are gna kill me...hahaha....

now i present u with some pretty ladies...hahaha


yes...i noe im outdated...haha...this came out like last year....hahaha...

i call it the chocolate love