today is such a gloomy day i think i shld just wrinkle up and drop....

i feel a slight hatred for whoever/whatever is causing such things to happen...

most importantly...i shld actually hate myself for allowing them to happen.

i just feel a need to push the blame to someone/something else...

and the fact that i noe its not exactly right and i am to blame just makes me wna shoot myself...

i wna shrivel up and fly back to korea.

:(((

its only the first day of the 2nd wk of school. why does it alrd sucks so much!

DAMNYOU>