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Jan 23, 2010
shld be sleeping now but shall blog out my feelings b4 heading to bed.
its 12.42 and ill need to be up at 7 tml...
today's match was terrible for me..:(
against TP: 2-2
..so it becomes more important for the remaining match b4 semis and finals..
as now they'll count difference in scores btween the other matches..
problem was...at start of the game....i DROPPED 2 FRIGGING BALLS..damn pissed with myself...
first time was seriously can try if i had caught that stupid ball...den 2nd time quite soon after...i dropped again...wth..am so disappointed....
subsequently..i din go in often already..though still played...and the fact that we din win made me even more down cos i culd have made a difference..
the more important part was when we started, we were on a good pace and play...and that try would be really worth it and a booster to the team...dammit...
nevertheless, i think the team did REALLY well defending...ohmygod...(thankfully i wasnt in there except once) on try-line defence....it was always a touch-try...so we always managed to just touch 1sec b4 tp put tt ball down..it was a rather nerve-wrecking match to watch...and a few other times were wingers dint catch the ball too...cos if not we could have won..like seriously....
and the time i was in there..scarily i was pushed into the centre and thankgoodness they dropped the ball...i was freaking out in there and if i let in any try...i no need play already...oso wun have confidence..
now there's more pressure for next match against NP..i need to try twice at least to undo my mistakes....training tml...i better practice catching alf's long ball...
gehui..thankgoodness you're back to play..we need ur speed and hands and everything..jiayous!
its 12.42 and ill need to be up at 7 tml...
today's match was terrible for me..:(
against TP: 2-2
..so it becomes more important for the remaining match b4 semis and finals..
as now they'll count difference in scores btween the other matches..
problem was...at start of the game....i DROPPED 2 FRIGGING BALLS..damn pissed with myself...
first time was seriously can try if i had caught that stupid ball...den 2nd time quite soon after...i dropped again...wth..am so disappointed....
subsequently..i din go in often already..though still played...and the fact that we din win made me even more down cos i culd have made a difference..
the more important part was when we started, we were on a good pace and play...and that try would be really worth it and a booster to the team...dammit...
nevertheless, i think the team did REALLY well defending...ohmygod...(thankfully i wasnt in there except once) on try-line defence....it was always a touch-try...so we always managed to just touch 1sec b4 tp put tt ball down..it was a rather nerve-wrecking match to watch...and a few other times were wingers dint catch the ball too...cos if not we could have won..like seriously....
and the time i was in there..scarily i was pushed into the centre and thankgoodness they dropped the ball...i was freaking out in there and if i let in any try...i no need play already...oso wun have confidence..
now there's more pressure for next match against NP..i need to try twice at least to undo my mistakes....training tml...i better practice catching alf's long ball...
gehui..thankgoodness you're back to play..we need ur speed and hands and everything..jiayous!