quite interesting to see how u notice many rather interesting pple on the train.
and train rides are damn long and boring w.o a book or notes to keep u occupied..esp if ure standing.
yesterday on the train:
there was a slightly old guy sitting on a styrofoam box. A few stops later, a seat in front of the box was unoccupied and i went to occupy it. yet i realise there isnt any more guy sitting on the box! ahaha..i reckon it might belong to that guy sitting 2seats away from me..since he looks the closest to whom i saw earlier on. yet its so weird cos the box was right in front of me and 2 seats away from him. so it seemed like an unclaimed box...hmmm...so suspicious.... what if the train explode?i wud be the first to die..ahahaha...i thot about it for awhile...plus i was also thinking of all that advert we saw and that no one would actually report such stuff...like there were so many pple who came on the train after..and it definitely looked like it didnt belong to anybody cos it was beside the pole, quite a distant from the seats itself. oh well..kinda nobody bothered it..except one lady who touched it and wondered whose it is.
not all!..lol...there was this guy beside me who was hmm...damn weird and made me feel so uneasy...he kept fidgeting! and he's so rather annoying...first he stood up and looked at the train stops den sat down...den he shook his hair...(and i imagined all those dandruff and hair particles flying around)..and he read his book..but cannot sit still...and he sneezed a pretty big sneeze into his book...den he look at me..of which i made no reaction...fidgeted somemore...and sat as though the train his house...open legs until so big...his knees was brushing against mine. and im already so small i take up less of my seat space la. annoying guy....till i finally walked down early when nearing my stop.
on my way home today: nth much.din get to sit but there were chances. only annoying thing was this some sortof rock-fashion girl who blasted her earplugs...i was opposite from her and i can hear her metal hard rock songs blaring through the whole ride..couldnt tell the lyrics but then who could with such songs...omg...and i kept wondering she must be damn deaf...imagine the volume her ears were being subjected to...
alright...
slighly nervous for today's presentation...hmm..my eyes were wondering all over...but apparently it was good..the content at least..although i personally feel there were so much space for improvements..for our speaking at least.
and more importantly....the relevation
which made me more scared than happy. things have changed. and im just so really afraid im gonna screw up. if anything bad happens on my side..tts it..so much pressure. even if im taking the least important role. in a way..im happy i got in. yet in another way..im more afraid im gonna screw.
more confidence. talk more. i shld be alright!
oh...3 more days. i would be so glad after this. feels like my exams are not yet over cos of touch.
JIAYOU TO MYSELF
-manymanymany thanks to soot's friends who waited for me the other day even if i dun even know you all super well. made me super glad too :D-