i used to be not so happy about spending my weekends at home all the time. den suddenly i got slightly busy these few weekends and im not liking it much either. so hard to please.ohhhss...
i hope i can finish up my lit essay by friday. think im gonna get hell over it.with my self. and my korean script.i haven got to memorising it.grpmates dun kill me..crap
disappointed i can ever choose lit and hate it and find tt it is the one mod over my 5 tt i really dislike much. esp when essays like this probes up. and knowing tt i chose it.
hmm..on the crowded train home today(ponned psych lecture) and trip was surprisingly alright for a rush hour time. bus and train came just right. and i found out sth funny i nv realised it last time. i guess i get uncomfortable when strangers get too close to me(i dun tink im unique in this though)..actually..even guy friends i dun noe so well..and its like im so small. its not hard to be larger than me.once u come too close.i can see nothing else but ur torso.or shoulder and it feels stifling.like 4walls closed in on me. ok..i was at the corner so 2human walls closed in on me.. get away.
(i think tts why i got rather mad at those guys in my queue in tj last time. stop making me feel smaller than i already am!)