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Oct 8, 2009
yet another friend found me to talk...
haha...maybe it isnt as nice as i think it to be but im just gonna bask in my self-appraisal...hahahaha...
had training for newer ones today....
oh..i thot with fewer pple and newer pple..things wouldnt be as tough(?)..whatever u call tt..haha..but karen was still as fierce as ever....
and i hitched a hike to kembangan from xueting today....
and one thing i find she hates is to be puopuomama....haha...
and by the wonders of wonders im home by 10!and bathed and having my dinner now!...haha..otherwise...its 1030+ for me...
and the ride back home..had a chat with xueting....about touch...which i had some thoughts about after...
when i started out..i was looking towards team bonding to keep me going..yet i dun find it cos im shy?cos the team are bonded towards each other?and how i do feel rather alone at times...
i asked xt if she ever thought of quitting...surprisingly..no!haha...and her beginning was somewhat like mine as in we werent as good as the seniors..and started off being wingers...
yet when she started out...she had a mind to improve..which was commendable!granted..my passion to touch wasnt as great as hers...and i guess she had a really strong mind...(not to mention her skills were much better...as least she scored off tries as the winger whereas i was pretty much useless...hahaha)
and she was the only consistent year1 then...
the past few times since i started nus touch...i had many minds to quit....yet somehow i only skipped one training because of tt reason so far...hmm..its this not sure neither here nor there period but i just kept going...i guess..now..its time i do stop thinking of quitting and jsut concentrate on improving...not for the team..for myself....hopefully team bonding will do come eventually..(AND TO GO TO AUSTRALIA!!OMG)..
HOPEFULLY!..i can keep this mindset going on....
"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"
a long time ago..i wanted to blog tt sentence...yet i started having thoughts of quitting...and that's seriously not being tough...but to continue for now....
my first champion team..
my first gold medal...
apart from the glaring fact that its by no means of my effort....
which is pretty ironic cos i was active in TJ yet we hardly got anything....
and here im getting a gold medal not from my contributions...
i just kinda hope the coach aint so fierce.....hahaha
and xt told me of her coach..before karen...who wasnt fierce but encouraging...haha..not saying that karen is not..just that she is REALLY fierce sometimes...hahhaha...
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does anyone realise how much no-life of a life i lead?!sigh...sometimes i feel im drowning in myself....there's nothing else except touch and studies....i have zlich social life...and i haven been out enjoying since hmm....school started?tts a mighty long time ago...
i was just telling my sis yesterday...that lonely pple dun go out shopping...they go online shopping at home alone and start whining to their sis if they should get that piece of dress...HAHA.
haha...maybe it isnt as nice as i think it to be but im just gonna bask in my self-appraisal...hahahaha...
had training for newer ones today....
oh..i thot with fewer pple and newer pple..things wouldnt be as tough(?)..whatever u call tt..haha..but karen was still as fierce as ever....
and i hitched a hike to kembangan from xueting today....
and one thing i find she hates is to be puopuomama....haha...
and by the wonders of wonders im home by 10!and bathed and having my dinner now!...haha..otherwise...its 1030+ for me...
and the ride back home..had a chat with xueting....about touch...which i had some thoughts about after...
when i started out..i was looking towards team bonding to keep me going..yet i dun find it cos im shy?cos the team are bonded towards each other?and how i do feel rather alone at times...
i asked xt if she ever thought of quitting...surprisingly..no!haha...and her beginning was somewhat like mine as in we werent as good as the seniors..and started off being wingers...
yet when she started out...she had a mind to improve..which was commendable!granted..my passion to touch wasnt as great as hers...and i guess she had a really strong mind...(not to mention her skills were much better...as least she scored off tries as the winger whereas i was pretty much useless...hahaha)
and she was the only consistent year1 then...
the past few times since i started nus touch...i had many minds to quit....yet somehow i only skipped one training because of tt reason so far...hmm..its this not sure neither here nor there period but i just kept going...i guess..now..its time i do stop thinking of quitting and jsut concentrate on improving...not for the team..for myself....hopefully team bonding will do come eventually..(AND TO GO TO AUSTRALIA!!OMG)..
HOPEFULLY!..i can keep this mindset going on....
"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"
a long time ago..i wanted to blog tt sentence...yet i started having thoughts of quitting...and that's seriously not being tough...but to continue for now....
my first champion team..
my first gold medal...
apart from the glaring fact that its by no means of my effort....
which is pretty ironic cos i was active in TJ yet we hardly got anything....
and here im getting a gold medal not from my contributions...
i just kinda hope the coach aint so fierce.....hahaha
and xt told me of her coach..before karen...who wasnt fierce but encouraging...haha..not saying that karen is not..just that she is REALLY fierce sometimes...hahhaha...
------
does anyone realise how much no-life of a life i lead?!sigh...sometimes i feel im drowning in myself....there's nothing else except touch and studies....i have zlich social life...and i haven been out enjoying since hmm....school started?tts a mighty long time ago...
i was just telling my sis yesterday...that lonely pple dun go out shopping...they go online shopping at home alone and start whining to their sis if they should get that piece of dress...HAHA.