i must be some jinx at planning stuff..
cos each time i do.there's bound to be lotsa pple ps-ing.
have had enough
so..that was the last time im ever gonna plan something
for my squaddies at least
cos im freaking pissed off already
at a bad time too

thats it.
just in case u STILL dunno
im v particular about pple psing

and the fact that its always from the same group of pple.

so there goes.

piss me off that i always find these pple to do stuff with
piss me off that these pple end up not being able to carry out what they agreed to do
piss me off that they do it time and again like its nothing
piss myself off that i always make the wrong decisions
piss me off that my dad dun get my point
piss myself off that i cant decide
piss myself off that i cant get down to studying

and to think i was still feeling quite good yesterday
maybe its just one of those times
dun mind me being in a super bad mood

and in a few hours im gonna meet pple. hope i dun flare out.

edit:/
hohoho. outing's canceled. its amazing i manage to think with a clear mind in those midst of my anger. and it subsided in 10mins or so. maybe cos there was nowhere to erupt at except my phone?..nono..its too precious for me to do so. just a pity i wasted so many messages on *.

wooohoo..nv look down on random moodswings..

maybe im turning crazy...