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blaa
Sep 5, 2009
feels like ive been disconnected with the world ever since my sis's comp broke down..
shows how important the net has become...
and it sucks that i need the net for school too..if not i wuldnt be so frustrated...
have been thinking till my brain's stuffed already...
every night oso think same stuff..and i cant get to sleep fast enough...
now my family's bugging me to get my own laptop..which im CHAO lazy to go check up on prices and all that...so it annoys me too
and i was wondering to quit touch rugby..i dunno how it started...but suddenly i lost the feel..and its not like in tj anymore...somehow i wish some of my tj teammates are there..but they arent..and i cant really click with the team..ahhh..its so frustrating!! and den its the matter of giving up again...which i really dun wana do..yet currently..that option just seems like the perfect thing to do...im still thinking of which i give myself the dateline of monday to decide..and im so terrified that its coming soon...
i wonder how such small things take up such a big percentage of my brain cells..:((((((
lit's worse..i dunno how it culd be but i just dun see myself excelling at it...and i hate it when its a topic where ur participation in class and discussion forum is graded...im prepared to give up that 5% of my marks....
and den..i hate going to class, trainings, lessons alone too...like most of the time..im tired of school already....im so way behind my readings yet im not motivated to study!im so d.e.a.d.
assignment dates are like all up and its coming nearer and nearer....yet it seems like i dunno a heck of how to write this psych essay...and whatsoever...its so depressing...
im so so so looking forward to my birthday actually...cos its the break im finally gonna have..and i barely started....its so crap!....
on a little note...thank god i didnt react like how i first felt when i received the message...the 2nd thought certainly make me feel like a better person....
and to all around me who's feeling upset, stressed, down whatsoever....cheers!
and that's to me too...
ta
shows how important the net has become...
and it sucks that i need the net for school too..if not i wuldnt be so frustrated...
have been thinking till my brain's stuffed already...
every night oso think same stuff..and i cant get to sleep fast enough...
now my family's bugging me to get my own laptop..which im CHAO lazy to go check up on prices and all that...so it annoys me too
and i was wondering to quit touch rugby..i dunno how it started...but suddenly i lost the feel..and its not like in tj anymore...somehow i wish some of my tj teammates are there..but they arent..and i cant really click with the team..ahhh..its so frustrating!! and den its the matter of giving up again...which i really dun wana do..yet currently..that option just seems like the perfect thing to do...im still thinking of which i give myself the dateline of monday to decide..and im so terrified that its coming soon...
i wonder how such small things take up such a big percentage of my brain cells..:((((((
lit's worse..i dunno how it culd be but i just dun see myself excelling at it...and i hate it when its a topic where ur participation in class and discussion forum is graded...im prepared to give up that 5% of my marks....
and den..i hate going to class, trainings, lessons alone too...like most of the time..im tired of school already....im so way behind my readings yet im not motivated to study!im so d.e.a.d.
assignment dates are like all up and its coming nearer and nearer....yet it seems like i dunno a heck of how to write this psych essay...and whatsoever...its so depressing...
im so so so looking forward to my birthday actually...cos its the break im finally gonna have..and i barely started....its so crap!....
on a little note...thank god i didnt react like how i first felt when i received the message...the 2nd thought certainly make me feel like a better person....
and to all around me who's feeling upset, stressed, down whatsoever....cheers!
and that's to me too...
ta