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May 26, 2009
i wanted to surf a site but i forgot after i canceled the previous window...
quite frustrating...and i think its not a mindless random blog-hopping site!URGHH!
so much to think lately...but im glad i sorta made some decisions already...
passport is done (YEA!)
(my pic is still not nice)
KL trip shld be settled..
Cruise trip is booked..
and after a long hard consideration...i signed up for nus sports camp...
tt actually got me awake one night until i had to force myself to switch thoughts..
and den other things i shld decide about:
signing up for student exchange programme...
but im glad!ive made my decision too...tt i shld not go for LPP but bid for the language instead...if i feel up to it...den ill apply for SEP when the time comes....(now ive a feeling that i wun be applying in the end)
it was a pretty hard thinking too..and den i thot we need to apply for LPP to go SEP..and its like u must apply now..but its not! so i decided..i shld not pressure myself so much...(if i really decided on this!)
now the other more minor stuff that is still on mind..but still have time too..
CCA!ahhh...its quite impt to me..haha..and lately its been on my mind so frequently..
shld i join touch rugby again?!!ohohoh...when i read that book..itll urge me to pick it up again...but im scared!oh man..im such a coward...
and im so indecisive!even if i think tts a super bad thing to be!
and now im confused over another thing too...:(..i dun have a clear answer for this and it sucks! bleugh...ahhhh......and also..that this wun even matter....i wish!i wish!i wish!if wishing ever works...
and a little v minor (to me) thing....
half of me wana stay in hostel yet half of me dun want..ok..a bigger portion of me wants....but i sorta decided tt im not..its just that due to that want....i dun wana confirmed it...pathetic man...
and i wish we'll move to the pinnacle now cos its much nearer to NUS and the portion of me that wants will reduce largely!
Life officially starts on 10JUNE...looking so forward!
if this sounds emo..im a little...its just such a thinking period with decisions which i hate..
and emo songs can so make my mood....i was on the car on the way home..and dis emo eng song played..i dun even noe what song except it just sounded emo...and den i dunno what started but i thot of my xp and sporty den my eyes started welling...i hardly even rmb them but this was just this random point of time...
i still have such a heart to choreograph a dance..sad case...or just maybe....
working gang!i so wish we can have an outing or sth!...
and i was reading my friend's blog's archive...its damn super emo...and oso quite daring cos her feelings are just out dere floating ard the net...i cant do that...and most of the time when i need private counselling..ill just find myself...and tts probably my emo period...itll get better...and mayb one day..ill be able to find someone other than myself..if i trust anyone enough!
quite frustrating...and i think its not a mindless random blog-hopping site!URGHH!
so much to think lately...but im glad i sorta made some decisions already...
passport is done (YEA!)
(my pic is still not nice)
KL trip shld be settled..
Cruise trip is booked..
and after a long hard consideration...i signed up for nus sports camp...
tt actually got me awake one night until i had to force myself to switch thoughts..
and den other things i shld decide about:
signing up for student exchange programme...
but im glad!ive made my decision too...tt i shld not go for LPP but bid for the language instead...if i feel up to it...den ill apply for SEP when the time comes....(now ive a feeling that i wun be applying in the end)
it was a pretty hard thinking too..and den i thot we need to apply for LPP to go SEP..and its like u must apply now..but its not! so i decided..i shld not pressure myself so much...(if i really decided on this!)
now the other more minor stuff that is still on mind..but still have time too..
CCA!ahhh...its quite impt to me..haha..and lately its been on my mind so frequently..
shld i join touch rugby again?!!ohohoh...when i read that book..itll urge me to pick it up again...but im scared!oh man..im such a coward...
and im so indecisive!even if i think tts a super bad thing to be!
and now im confused over another thing too...:(..i dun have a clear answer for this and it sucks! bleugh...ahhhh......and also..that this wun even matter....i wish!i wish!i wish!if wishing ever works...
and a little v minor (to me) thing....
half of me wana stay in hostel yet half of me dun want..ok..a bigger portion of me wants....but i sorta decided tt im not..its just that due to that want....i dun wana confirmed it...pathetic man...
and i wish we'll move to the pinnacle now cos its much nearer to NUS and the portion of me that wants will reduce largely!
Life officially starts on 10JUNE...looking so forward!
if this sounds emo..im a little...its just such a thinking period with decisions which i hate..
and emo songs can so make my mood....i was on the car on the way home..and dis emo eng song played..i dun even noe what song except it just sounded emo...and den i dunno what started but i thot of my xp and sporty den my eyes started welling...i hardly even rmb them but this was just this random point of time...
i still have such a heart to choreograph a dance..sad case...or just maybe....
working gang!i so wish we can have an outing or sth!...
and i was reading my friend's blog's archive...its damn super emo...and oso quite daring cos her feelings are just out dere floating ard the net...i cant do that...and most of the time when i need private counselling..ill just find myself...and tts probably my emo period...itll get better...and mayb one day..ill be able to find someone other than myself..if i trust anyone enough!