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blaa
Mar 11, 2009
i guess im one of the few who had much barely there thoughts about As...oh..and im rather good at shifting my focus...
before results came..it was like almost everyone around me having sleepness nights/much fear/and whatsoever...but i culd sleep just fine..haha...when i think about it..i get scared..but it seemed so damn easy not to think about it..i just couldn wait for it to come and get over with..
even when results were nearly released at about 3pm..i still din have much thoughts..den i read..pple were like nervous to bits..and dere i was..feeling rather alrights...and results came...i saw...talked to mr ng..found out my cse...found out my maths(tt was all tt matters)...found out all the rest..and i was damn relieved for maths..tts all i was thinking all about...so i was like super happy with what i was so uptight for..and after that few seconds..i had no feeling anymore...my results were average...deres nth to feel happy about..yet nth much to feel sad about oso...it was so so-so i actually quite hate it...of course its better than feeling sad la...but the rest of the time...i totally had no negative/positive feeling..its a rather sad thing..for chionging for 2years to have no ending emotions...it din even feel like a proper closure for this step of my life..well...
and the more i think about it..the more sad i think it is..but wadeva..cse is still a shock to me..:/
happier things...
im damn proud of my fringe now..:D...and perfect cut is a nice show too..yesterday's episode was good!..about daring to try a new challenge...aint it all so close to heart at this period of time?nobody can say u'll fail before u even tried..and the confidence to set ur heart and mind on something and to persevere through is not easy..its so hard to think...and yea..back to fringe..on a v small scale..it took me 4tries to finally cut it short..cos i was afraid of cutting it badly..and yea.it'll grow..but ill like curse myself for being a smart alec to cut it and it turns out bad..but nope..it turned out well..and i guess the best fringe i ever had..haha..nt gonna post pic..but if u see me tell me how it is ok!haha..i think ill ask on my own oso..:p..i shall just cut my own hair next time..and i think my hair now is actually the best i ever had too..cos ive changed my habits too...a rather stupid thing before..lazy to explain..im feeling really dumb lately..like ive no brains..:(
so many emotions running thru me for the past almost week...not good ones though..and not all are related to As either..i just feel like everything is so not going right for me..and sometimes..pple around me arent helping things..im on a touchy mood...so yea...dun come near me if u're intending on irritating me..or ill just explode...
my brain's tired
my heart's tired
im tired
i need a holiday...
i wish to stay away from everyone for the time being..
yet i oso need pple around..
just wish sometimes pple will stop annoying me unknowingly..
blaa
before results came..it was like almost everyone around me having sleepness nights/much fear/and whatsoever...but i culd sleep just fine..haha...when i think about it..i get scared..but it seemed so damn easy not to think about it..i just couldn wait for it to come and get over with..
even when results were nearly released at about 3pm..i still din have much thoughts..den i read..pple were like nervous to bits..and dere i was..feeling rather alrights...and results came...i saw...talked to mr ng..found out my cse...found out my maths(tt was all tt matters)...found out all the rest..and i was damn relieved for maths..tts all i was thinking all about...so i was like super happy with what i was so uptight for..and after that few seconds..i had no feeling anymore...my results were average...deres nth to feel happy about..yet nth much to feel sad about oso...it was so so-so i actually quite hate it...of course its better than feeling sad la...but the rest of the time...i totally had no negative/positive feeling..its a rather sad thing..for chionging for 2years to have no ending emotions...it din even feel like a proper closure for this step of my life..well...
and the more i think about it..the more sad i think it is..but wadeva..cse is still a shock to me..:/
happier things...
im damn proud of my fringe now..:D...and perfect cut is a nice show too..yesterday's episode was good!..about daring to try a new challenge...aint it all so close to heart at this period of time?nobody can say u'll fail before u even tried..and the confidence to set ur heart and mind on something and to persevere through is not easy..its so hard to think...and yea..back to fringe..on a v small scale..it took me 4tries to finally cut it short..cos i was afraid of cutting it badly..and yea.it'll grow..but ill like curse myself for being a smart alec to cut it and it turns out bad..but nope..it turned out well..and i guess the best fringe i ever had..haha..nt gonna post pic..but if u see me tell me how it is ok!haha..i think ill ask on my own oso..:p..i shall just cut my own hair next time..and i think my hair now is actually the best i ever had too..cos ive changed my habits too...a rather stupid thing before..lazy to explain..im feeling really dumb lately..like ive no brains..:(
so many emotions running thru me for the past almost week...not good ones though..and not all are related to As either..i just feel like everything is so not going right for me..and sometimes..pple around me arent helping things..im on a touchy mood...so yea...dun come near me if u're intending on irritating me..or ill just explode...
my brain's tired
my heart's tired
im tired
i need a holiday...
i wish to stay away from everyone for the time being..
yet i oso need pple around..
just wish sometimes pple will stop annoying me unknowingly..
blaa