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Jul 12, 2008
wanted to study loads b4 goin out later..but cant tahan..stopped after failing to complete some maths sums..gave up..bleugh..and at first i was still thinking tt waking up at 8 and doing work at 9 made me feel v hardworking..stupid correlations made me do the same long calculations bout 4times b4 i got it..pretty stupid..
read blogs..read SA friends blog..and i regret not being really close to them..despite the 2mths plus with them almost everyday and all the time..i still do not click really well..mayb cos of my shyness..but i find it really a pity..and sometimes i feel quite out of place with them cos they're so close to each other...sighh..
writing testimonials time..which made me quite sad..actually..cos i felt as thou i wasted my time in jc not doing anything much..wished i joined more activities..rugby was fine..but that's nth to write in the portfolio and make myself feel accomplished..as compared to sec sch...i think my jc portfolio's gonna be a failure..nobody's gonna hire me..boo hoo..
feel quite bu zhi(not 'worth'?) for my CSE results...CSE jct goin thru time was like some argument time with mr ng..and well..i dun feel i shuld get v high but i dun tink i deserve tt low a mark either..and its the question tt misled pple...
question goes sth like tt: "how far do nationalism play a part in defining China's role as a major power?"...how do u intepret this question...
1) how nationalism(and other factors) determine china as a major power? or
2) how nationalism(and other factors) determine how china should act as a major power?
makes a whole lot of difference and i presume more pple would think pt 2 cos tt makes more sense,no?
and 1 of my linkage was how nationalism determine tt china as a major power should be able to protect her own national interest..makes sense?does to me..but it wasn accepted..
anyway..call me stupid for nt asking the teacher but after all the arguments..i dun wish to argue more already..
a little small apologies to friends if i ever done this...ive been comtemplating if i shld go for pau's church dance concert later..and its a v stupid but quite significant(to me) reason not to go..and sometimes i cant understand how such a simple decision can infiltrate my mind so much...its a stupid thing..and it happens frequently..thus having sometimes giving my friends late and fluctuating replies...it happened for chingay too...and i ended up changing my decision again..
walking to sch these days are rewarding..haha..cos i see many cats...so adorable..and started taking photos one day..mayb i should name them..like how i used to in my old neighbourhood(which is quite near to the route to sch)..haha..and my names last time was erm..quite uncreative..haha..mimi-nt name by me but really fat and first cat i ever made 'friends' with..and she responds to the name..black brown spots..think many pple in the neighbourhood calls her tt and feeds her lots..miaomiao..black brown too i think..those kind..thinner and became a mother(if im nt wrong) to 2 or more..momo..totally black who got injured b4..sounds like a he to me..meimei..hardly see this but is juz a really pretty cat tts why named her tt..haha..how cute..now oso got kittens ard..can play with...how adorable..and one of them will even like 'follow' u and play wif u if u interpret it tt way..din touch it but wan too..someday if got time should spend time playing with them..when i get all the pics should upload them..can make into a collage!haha..
bye
read blogs..read SA friends blog..and i regret not being really close to them..despite the 2mths plus with them almost everyday and all the time..i still do not click really well..mayb cos of my shyness..but i find it really a pity..and sometimes i feel quite out of place with them cos they're so close to each other...sighh..
writing testimonials time..which made me quite sad..actually..cos i felt as thou i wasted my time in jc not doing anything much..wished i joined more activities..rugby was fine..but that's nth to write in the portfolio and make myself feel accomplished..as compared to sec sch...i think my jc portfolio's gonna be a failure..nobody's gonna hire me..boo hoo..
feel quite bu zhi(not 'worth'?) for my CSE results...CSE jct goin thru time was like some argument time with mr ng..and well..i dun feel i shuld get v high but i dun tink i deserve tt low a mark either..and its the question tt misled pple...
question goes sth like tt: "how far do nationalism play a part in defining China's role as a major power?"...how do u intepret this question...
1) how nationalism(and other factors) determine china as a major power? or
2) how nationalism(and other factors) determine how china should act as a major power?
makes a whole lot of difference and i presume more pple would think pt 2 cos tt makes more sense,no?
and 1 of my linkage was how nationalism determine tt china as a major power should be able to protect her own national interest..makes sense?does to me..but it wasn accepted..
anyway..call me stupid for nt asking the teacher but after all the arguments..i dun wish to argue more already..
a little small apologies to friends if i ever done this...ive been comtemplating if i shld go for pau's church dance concert later..and its a v stupid but quite significant(to me) reason not to go..and sometimes i cant understand how such a simple decision can infiltrate my mind so much...its a stupid thing..and it happens frequently..thus having sometimes giving my friends late and fluctuating replies...it happened for chingay too...and i ended up changing my decision again..
walking to sch these days are rewarding..haha..cos i see many cats...so adorable..and started taking photos one day..mayb i should name them..like how i used to in my old neighbourhood(which is quite near to the route to sch)..haha..and my names last time was erm..quite uncreative..haha..mimi-nt name by me but really fat and first cat i ever made 'friends' with..and she responds to the name..black brown spots..think many pple in the neighbourhood calls her tt and feeds her lots..miaomiao..black brown too i think..those kind..thinner and became a mother(if im nt wrong) to 2 or more..momo..totally black who got injured b4..sounds like a he to me..meimei..hardly see this but is juz a really pretty cat tts why named her tt..haha..how cute..now oso got kittens ard..can play with...how adorable..and one of them will even like 'follow' u and play wif u if u interpret it tt way..din touch it but wan too..someday if got time should spend time playing with them..when i get all the pics should upload them..can make into a collage!haha..
bye