there are many a times when i wanted to blog...even thot out of wad to write..but yet the effort of turning on the comp and clicking on the web browser to type in blogger seems to hard for me..haha..its nt gonna be a happy issue for this one..

ive been sick for a week..and its getting to me..blame my stupidity for nt seeing a doc earlier when i wasnt tt sick..i cant believe how bad i deteoriated..i was coughing since last week but at least i felt well enuf to be about and around..since i went to sch..and ate that prawn mee..i guess tts wad did it..idiotic me...take care of ur body peeps..my throat hurt really bad i felt so sick..sigh..at least its better now..and the medicine i take leaves a v bitter taste in my mouth which is nt a good thing..and the only thing tt i could do to nt feel the throat hurting or coughin or stupid medicine is to sleep..so ive been sleeping alot...especially lately ive been getting headaches...its irritating...

this is for you..ever since i found out..im nt really sure how to react...and ive been praying alot to God..and i noe u'll be fine...i shall leave it at that cos im at a loss for words...i noe u noe tt but i juz like to stress that we'll support you all the way...

yesterday was quite a terrible day at first...so i went to sleep...tried finding a panadol but cant..and din wana tell my mum in case she dun let me go out..thankfully i felt better after that..and met up wif my squaddies for dinner...i need some laughter in my life to balance out the lately sadness...it was a good meet and i did have fun...sometimes...im quite overwhelmed wif thots it made me sick..gotta keep reminding myself to go easy...its only early in the year...i cant be like that...watching golden path on chn 8 taught me something...the mother said: cry oso live finish one day, laugh oso live finish one day, why not laugh as you live your day. ive been trying to do so..its tiring to feel depressed everyday...and i really need to buck up on my studies..i guess im gonna be busier and i cant neglect my studies..i juz hope all goes well.....tts all...smilez!