yet again..pics of china trip will be uploaded when the laziness flies out of me..haha

read gernaine's blog...and realise..she have similar interests as me..topic: animals...she even thot of a plan for her clinic...ok..tts way farther than me cos i dun wana be a vet and be sad and all..even thou i can also help them..but well..to have a dream and a plan to work towards is seriously impt...im juz cruising my life ard..if gernaine needs an assistant..can ask me..haha..ok..and oh ya..she likes jay chou too..juz tt i tink well..a pity im nt really close to her...

went on a trying-on-clothes spree yesterday and got interested in clothes i wna buy..yep..wif kirst and soot..and i went home to tell my mum bout it..nt to mention my sis..and the hope of a bdae prezzie...hopes...and today..my mum actually gave me 50bucks and asked me to buy wad i wanted to buy..reaction no.1:shock....reaction no.2: pretty happy..but its really rarely she does stuff like tt..and its really the first time she gave me money specially to buy wad i wanted..yea..and i wanted a white dress for 45bucks actually..but wif 50bucks..i guess i can forget bout tt cos deres lotsa other stuff i wana buy too..well..to say 50bucks is too little will be greedy of me..and i tink ive started to think quite materialistically..which is quite a bad thing..i think to be able to feel satisfied wif wad u have is another amazing ability i wish to learn...i wna feel satisfied..yet i wan more stuff too..sighh...

been watchin youtube quite alot nowadays...rewatching devil beside you...and came to find tt i like it better than the first time i watch it..and i skip those tt dun really interest me..haha..alot which does nt involve the 2 main characters meaning..and dou niu yao bu yao is another really great show tt i like..its still airing sadly..so gotta wait 1 wk per episode..and ep4 was one of the nicest so far..im in love wif mike he..lalala..haha..ok..stop my obsession over fictional pple..watched finish romantic princess..and on the whole..dun tink its v nice..even thou deres wu chun..haha..the show is quite boring and plot at some parts is quite stupid i feel..and the end was really nt satisfying..but wasnt expecting much..was juz watching for the sake of watching finish...oh well..and deres still lots of korean show tt i wana watch..sighsigh..im really becoming a junkie..oo yea..wad interests me is tt..was surfing friendster..and found tt verena and cheryl and some other friends i dunno were discussing bout devil beside you characters....its like..so coincidental tt i started rewatchin it and i found tt out..haha...nt to mention dey were discussing the dou niu show too....

and.....i hope to be sec 4 now again...yea..i dun mind spending another yr goin thru wad i went thru...nt to say its been a fantastic yr i wana relive...more like its been nt a really great yr i wana improve on...like..getting to noe my sa ogmates better...and classmates too...and well....to conclude at this pt of time..i wud have wana go to a poly...but my wanting's much lesser than during the school time..because i survived j1...haha..barely..juz came out of the water coughing and sputtering..and about to be pushed back in for alvls v soon...and well...i wish i was more hardworking..and really..being able to understand everything ive learnt is good enuf for me...in fact..it will be quite the best thing..haha..and i wan another december to spent my bdae again..and to have another month's break..and to get farther away from sch reopening...

anyway........have a happy remaining holidays!(and relive my tagboard leh friends..if u still read..haha..its half-dead..)