ive finally come to a decision....i wonder if its only me who can make a simple decision so complicated....tt is whether to join chingay volunteering...when yuhui first asked me...i was deciding so hastily i said yes to her...den when dey sent an email to confirm if we were really joining...i decided to consider longer...ive always been so indecisive...i cant make a proper decision about sth..like deres always more den one choice which weighed almost equally.....talked to soot(the angel) and filza(the devil)..haha...and soot won...ok..wif the enormous help from my mum..all she had to do was to say no..and i was kinda like..lazy to talk to her..and well..her reasons make sense too..so i decided to nt join...and fil actually signed up for the same thing..which makes things more exciting...but well..we'll do sth tgt someday!!
started on my hw today!!happy for tt but i noe i do at an exceptionally slow rate....haha..only did 9maths sums today..of which the last sum i cant get the frickin answer..which led me to on the comp and go online....which i guess was pretty rewarding since i decided on the chingay issue...and well...it was a nice chat..cept its much better if its face to face..haha...and yq asked me if i have any place in mind to go for my bdae..and come to think of it..i seriously cant tink of any... nt really in singapore at least..said i wana go spca...wana go australia...mayb tis juz me bu zhi zu...dunno how to appreciate wad i have now lo..well..ehh...i like surprises...haha...and well..squaddies act in a way which is kinda easy to guess tt deres sth up..haha...esp..if like uve been to the other bdaes..haha...but well..ill appreciate anything u all do....and i cant really think of wad will make me really happy now..maybe playing wif babies and animals....if i culd go a place playin wif babies...mayb joshua will be good..haha..but he's abit too young to be tt responsive..which can be quite sianz at times..haha...and he drools alot..haha..but he's still real cute la...and he can make noises..for no reason..or mayb for a reason which we cant understand...and if u sit him up..he'll juz bend over like an n which we cant do now..except dancers mayb...haha...
and i realise tt squaddies celebrate bdae more now when we're separated as compared to last time when we were still tgt...like we actually meet up for sb's bdae for a dinner or sth..but last time..we din really do such a thing...which is quite of an irony..but i guess its really expected la..
i have nth interestin left to rite...not tt my previous stuff was interesting...but well..haha...so tata....