ive been sianz..sian of everything...feel as if dere's sth missing..my life is nt fulfilling enuf...and i tink im gonna be real busy this holiday and i have no wish to start on homework...and i am seriously in need of a heart-to-heart talk wif someone..it may nt be about problems..juz someone whom i can talk for hrs on end....i miss doin tt..lately i feel really out of touch wif the world..people dun talk to me on msn already..and even if dey do...dere will be a point of time where there's no response from either side..which makes things pointless..and i need something..juz tt i dunno wad...i miss sec sch days maybe...and jc life is nt exciting to begin wif...i dun even feel like goin for trainings already...ok.but tts wif a valid reason...but like well..i dunno...pardon me..i dun understand myself now either...
had a weird dream last nite(or this morning)..my bro's gf brought the whole family of us to malaysia for fun...and i was shopping and tryin on some shirt which design is still quite vivid to me...and i was really happy when my mum was about to pay for it when i heard my mum say "7oclock already, u dunnid to go work ah?"....dat was to my sis...den i realised tt it was juz a dream and i was really sad...i tink dreams sometimes can affect my mood alot...i din relate this but dere was dis one dream last time where soot was being a real annoyance and i really hated her in the dream..haha..thank god it was juz a dream...i miss havin sweet dreams...mayb tts wad i need..haha...
went to see joshua yesterday...and he really noe how to make pple happy w/o even trying..haha...my aunt tried to feed him some apple juice tt it seem sour for him..and he's expression was really cute..like he'll squeeze his eyes shut and scrunch up his face...but den he will still put the bottle to his mouth..and the process repeats...hahaha...such a cute little boy...stay tt way ok!i wonder how long will parents be able to protect their child b4 he gets contaminated by the wonders of the world..rmb how last time i used to wana grow up only to find after ive grown tt i wana be small again...
ms tee's getting married!!!im so excited when i first heard it..ok..its nt my family getting married..but sometimes i wish she's my aunt or sth...she's really the best i culd ever find...i miss u!!!!wish u teach jc now oso..haha..and she's invited us to go...im so glad slc is cut one day back..so i culd go now...lucky husband..haha...
im feeling all weird i dunno how to begin wif..sighh...