quite down again..im having mood swings..yesterday was another rugby match which i sucked like shit..im super disappointed at losing..alright i noe we weren v good..nt enuf practice..but im disappointed wif my own performance...the previous comps ive participated in recently were seriously not up to my expectations..wad is happening to me..this seriously sucks damn bad...
having a nt so bonded class..alright..i hate my class...it is a diff thing from hating my classmates...wth la..cliques everywhere...its nt even gd juz to hav ur own clique cos i aint superbly close to my clique either..im really missing sec sch days..and even now..im losing touch wif my squaddies too..i hardly talk to any of them anymore and i doubting we'll be meeting up..
im sorry..im feeling really negative now..i dun find anyone whom i can really chat like i used to already..everyone got their own lives..and even thou they all say u can talk to me..its still not convenient to open up...
rugby...the girls are fine..xcept they always talk bout guys(do all girls always talk like tt?)its fine but i dun noe any1 they are talkin bout..whoever in the sch i have no idea so i cant talk either..im like really hating tj life now...my relationships wif pple aint goin too well..my studies sucks..another prob tt i dunno how to solve...and many other things tt i dun wana talk bout...