another emo post!!ok..so it juz gets better everyday..juz nt at a speed fast enuf to get me away from saint-sickness..saintsaintsaints..sounds nicer than tjcians?no?alright..i shld shift my loyalty already rite..haha..cant help it la..well..was pretty miserable aft seeing something but tink in the end it was still better than if it did nt happen...well..talked more made more friends..learnt all the dance..and guess i kinda hate dancing in aircon..im like breathing wif my mouth which makes my mouth turn dry..its like doing gym airconditioned..i like the cool feeling but nt the way i breathe in cold air wif my nose..hmm..and today and tml got og outing and guess wad..i not goin la...i dun understand why(actually i have an idea why)..last time sa i was v interested to make friends and like even if its until 9 already i still wud go for og dinner and stay until so late tt i reached home at about 11sth..im like..muz really go make friends tts why dis kinda thing muz go!..den come to tj..im sianz like hell and dun wana miss my show..haha..last time i oso miss show but i din really care..sighsigh...sa is so far somemore..and tj..i can get home in 15mins time lo!haha..alright..guess as time goes by..my blogs about sa will reduce...noe wad?tml's talentime auds..and damn i culdn go..how i wuld love to go!!jnrs!!dun disappoint us!!!i trust tt it will get better each year..learn from past mistakes and improve!!get into finals ok!!den i can see u all dance!!!!!!!!!!!!oh my god..im damn disappointed i cant go...PLS PLS GET INTO FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!IM BEGGING U ALRIGHT!!!I REALLY WANA SEE U DANCE!!!ok..hope u read it only aft u get into finals..dun wana pressure u too much...but PLEASE!!!!!!!
mixed emotions...tts my msn nick...im feeling all jumbled up inside...im pretty sad tt i havta leave my sheltered life where everything is still quite spoonfeeding...and now in jc..u gotta work for urself man...even in sa..i was very free cos slack so much..but cant stand the thot of picking up the books and studying like mad again...dammit la...the orientation booklet puts "some of u are sad tt u cant go a better place(or sth like tt i tink) while some of u are juz thankful u got into dis reputed sch"...me?im neither sad becos of tt nor thankful...im sad..but nt becos of not goin to a better place...sigh..really really jumbled up inside and im hating this feeling...and noe wad?i got to make lotsa friends thru bridge..at first nt many pple knew how to play bridge so i ended playing..well..since u dun havta talk much when playing cards..i culd be more familiar wif sa friends..esp when playing cards..no talking needed..juz for some to crack some stupid jokes and every1 laughs like crazy!!playin a simple game like snapjack is enuf to send u off the chair..and now...we cant play cards...how to bond!!ok..mayb im biase but i feel tt my sa og are much funner than tj..esp counting the number of ponners in tj...SIGH!ok..im sorry..i cant help it!i love my sa cg too!!!sighsighsigh...alrighty..enuff...tata..JNRS!!U CAN DO IT!!!