yo..nt been posting for awhile..well..had og bbq on friday..and for some reason..i din have tt same extreme blissful happiness i felt the day after i had my class bbq..why??mayb cos its a steamboat?oh well..i thot i was much closer to my og than my class but i tink my class and me have more in common..like being more interested in chinese entertainment..thou hana kimi did gave me things to talk about..but i guess im nt close to the gurls in my og..only a few..wad can i do rite..when my class and og mates are all males..well..but a big thank u to u all for talking me and i noe i took a super long time to warm up..but juz talkin to u..even if u like to tease me bout stories u made up urself or insult stars i like..ive had fun..sherms!i wan ur email..haha...sa friends are gonna crash again!im nt sure im feeling really happy..im like..sure i wana crash wif u all..but another thing is im in tj and have studies now..(nt tt i still really study now)..but its something bout letting go yea?but its juz those bonding sessions tt i wudnt wana miss having wif u all and crap and laugh again...sigh..and i suck at pool..and kinda dun wana play wif u guys cos i seriously throw my face man...playin wif me makes u all bored only..sigh..haha..ok..well..enuf of sa..sigh..the problem wif such a far jc is no1 will go same jc as u during jae...like my other sa friends got at least some friends wif dem in the same sch if nt sa..nt to mention in the same class AGAIN!man..dats pure bliss man...sigh..the sa pple tt come tj are the ones tt i nt so familiar wif..nt like gd friends..and i wish i bonded more wif suansian too..cos u came from sa..and hanged out wif og7..thou its only for badminton...i wish so much for some1 im close to to talk to in my class..and i cant really wait to bond wif my class and noe some1..but guess tt'll haveta wait till thursday..dis period still sucks thou..im like..well..noe alot of pple from tkg,seniors..blaa..hi,bye..but seriously..im pretty much quite alone cos my gd friends have their friends too..and friends..please say hi at least la!for goodness sake..we have been classmates for 2yrs or at least we have been in contact b4..be friendly can anot ar..sucks man..i goes..hi..and wave...opposite party:stares....i walk to the back of the class..and op:turns around and stares somemore...meet in sch oso no response..wah lao..cannot recognize me issit..plz lo!and classmates i have been wif..quite close..come and ask..u from tps rite?im like..duh..did i change so much...i feel stupid answering..and i was thinking..i was in ur class plz..ok..and i realized pple changed alot..even nt changing is a change to me cos i changed i guess..im like..wow..er..i nv knew u did tt last time..and wad have i done dese 4sec sch yrs?nth..except "gave up" my piano..and i dun have the patience enuf to practise hard to play a wonderful piece..except for the easy ones!..
well..deres dance auds today..and thou i sorta decided nt to join dance..well..nt tt i tink i can get in..but i cant help thinking bout it today..like goin home time and im like..its a few more minutes to dance auds ends..sigh..i hope i get dark..but i juz heard from sam tt touch rug is kinda slack..i dun wan!half wan half dun wan..but i rather enthu 1...and another thing is i cant stand lectures man..dey juz make me wana sleep..i guess in tj or maybe even sa..the only lecture i din sleep was prob eng today..cos it was so short and nth much..i cant stand myself for dozing off but i cant help it..even after sleeping in the lib for awhile..i still dozed during econs..its so easy to doze..without getting caught la..and esp if it doesnt interest me..which is kinda true..dun wana blog liao..tata..ooo..mass comm for og..i like..thou i wanted to study..heh